I can’t stop staring at my baby bump. Every time I look down, I see it always turning with me like a compass pointing north. I suppose that’s how it’s going to be from now on. I am always and forever a mother, and I’ll have my child until I die. And, whether Winston comes around, I am connected to him for life too. I suppose that’s why it’s important to choose your partners wisely. I’m pretty sure I chose wisely. He just needs time like I did.
The baby got me thinking about my old sim pleasing nature. Although being that way didn’t lead to good things, I don’t think it’s an entirely bad way to be. I’m just someone who loves hard and wants everyone to be happy. With the proper boundaries in place, I think it could be a powerful asset. I feel those old ways coming back, but not for Winston. I’ve learned that lesson. I feel it for my child. I want to do everything possible to make him or her feel loved even before birth. I want it to know there is nothing to fear, and I will always provide everything it needs. I love my baby so much already!
