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September 24, 2021

2.203

I watched my children play happily from the porch for a few minutes before I shattered their sweet, innocent hearts. Ugh. My poor Luca. He’s been through so much already...

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September 24, 2021

2.202

I made it home, some kind of way, and trudged into the house, downtrodden and empty. My brain couldn’t decide which was worse: losing my best girl or knowing how...

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August 22, 2021

2.201

I had fun with my girls. And, no, I did NOT tell them about Dwayne’s phenomenal woohoo skills. I don’t mind being honest and telling them what happened. They would...

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August 21, 2021

2.200

Laurant stormed off, leaving me with hurt pride and negative self talk. He always had a way of hurting me with the truth. This theme of selfishness keeps repeating, and...

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August 20, 2021

2.199

Despite feeling defeated by my poor attempt to save my marriage, I awoke with a smile. That same joy I had from seeing my babies stayed with me. And the...

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August 19, 2021

2.198

My baby looks so much like her father now. Like, just shrink Ali into a child’s body and slap a wig on him, and that’s Alessia. It’s ok. I know...

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August 18, 2021

2.197

I did little for the rest of the day. Mostly cried in bed, thinking over my life and choices. Admittedly, having the time and space to do that without interruption...

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August 17, 2021

2.196

I was in full on pity party mode when I heard my bedroom door fling open and Diamond’s loud, dramatic shouts of condolences. She scared me so bad I jumped...

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August 16, 2021

2.195

I put on the bravest face and tucked my children into their beds for the last time for a while. Alessia was none the wiser, but my little buddy was...

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