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April 28, 2021

2.154

We got to the hospital, fully intending to wait around for the contractions to get closer. But the doctor said I was ready to give birth immediately and rushed me...

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April 28, 2021

2.153

I made it halfway through breakfast before the labor pains started. Like, knowing I was due at any second, it was still so sudden. No warning signal. No heads up....

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April 27, 2021

2.152

I found Ali and Mommy waiting for me like two worried parents after midnight. I know I kinda hate them right now, but I feel bad for upsetting them. Especially...

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April 27, 2021

2.151

Mommy upset me. Like, really, really upset me. I took a shower, hoping the warm water would soothe me. It didn’t. I grabbed Shiloh and went for a walk against...

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April 26, 2021

2.150

I woke up bright and super early and super GEEKED about potentially meeting my son today!! I am ready to pop, and it can happen at any moment. I probably...

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April 26, 2021

2.149

Mommy side eyed me and my mushroom soup. “I know you want to support your husband and all, but I don’t think this vegetarian thing is a good idea right now.”...

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April 25, 2021

2.148

We go inside, and she asks how I am. I complained about everything. My back. My bladder. My moods. Vampiric level hunger. Shiloh being too needy. Ali freaking out over...

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April 17, 2021

2.147

It was such a gloomy day. 4:30 a.m. didn’t differ much from 8:30 a.m. Ali went to work, and I decided to chill again. I needed to because Watcher knows...

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April 17, 2021

2.146

Ali joined me for breakfast. He looked annoyed as he peeked out the windows. “Who lets their dog bark like that so early in the morning?”  I giggled. “You mean us?” That...

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April 16, 2021

2.145

I don’t think I slept at all. At 4:30 I couldn’t lay there anymore. All night, I thought about our baby. The sound of his heartbeat bouncing around my head...

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