adolting

April 16, 2021

2.144

Ali and I agreed to see a doctor when he got home from work. All day, I brimmed with excitement and needed to keep my mind occupied lest the anticipation...

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April 15, 2021

2.143

I got home a little after midnight, starving, and found Ali wide awake playing chess. He said he woke up to pee and saw I wasn’t home yet and waited...

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April 15, 2021

2.142

We got back home around 8:30. I didn’t mean to stay out so long, but I felt really good, and it was nice spending time with Shiloh. I guess I...

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April 14, 2021

2.141

After Gemma left, I had myself a little dance party. Her visit made me so happy, I couldn’t contain myself. I’d only been mourning Hunter for two days, but it...

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April 14, 2021

2.140

I ate the French Toast first and tried to think up an agenda for the day. I considered going to the maker’s space and trying a few more candles, but...

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April 13, 2021

2.139

I made some mushroom soup and forced myself to eat, even though that’s not what I wanted to do. I also knew I couldn’t avoid Shiloh anymore and took her...

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April 13, 2021

2.138

I went inside thinking I would play chess, but I don’t even like the game. How did I always end up at a chessboard when I was upset or my...

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April 12, 2021

2.137

The Grim Reaper came and took away our friend. I thought to plead for his life, but it was his time and I’d only have to go through all of...

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April 12, 2021

2.136

Monday morning came quickly. Too quickly. My goal was to wake up early to make something fresh and special for Ali’s first day of work. But the baby had another...

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